SOMETIMES
I THINK I KNOW WHAT I WANT FOR A HOME
SOMETIMES I AM COMPLETELY LOST
AND FOR MOST OF THE TIME
I’M IN THE MIDDLE GROUND
STRUGGLING, THINKING, AND SEARCHING
I’M NOT SO SURE ABOUT ALMOST EVERYTHING
NOT ABOUT MYSELF
NOT ABOUT MY FAMILY
NOT ABOUT MY EMOTIONS
AND I THINK IT IS THE REASON WHY I NEED SOMEONE
TO GIVE ME A YES OR NO
IT CAN BE PROBLEMATIC
I FELT WEIRD WHEN I LEFT THIS APARTMENT
AND I ALSO FELT WEIRD THE MOMENT I LANDED IN SHANGHAI
I WANT TO ASK
WELL, TO YELL
CAN SOMEONE TELL ME, IS THIS THE RIGHT DECISION?
I REALLY DONT KNOW
MAYBE NO ONE KNOWS
IN A YEAR LIKE THIS
I NEED TO HOLD TIGHT ONTO SOMETHING
WHATEVER IT IS
WELL
I GUESS I MADE THE WRONG DECISION
I MISS YOU
LIKE A LOT
MAYBE
SOMETIMES I WONDER
IF MY MOM AND DAD REMEMBER THOSE DAYS
AND HOW THEY FEEL
HAVING ME AS THEIR DAUGHTER